all alone with my pc
that's how I choose to spend my nights
my face engulfed by blueish lights
you'll never, ever find me here
with all the things I did to you
how could I dare to look surprised
I kept my secrets well disguised
fake protection, well-meant lies
I sit upon my could have beens
and learn what's worse than to regret
I'm slowly starting to forget
the ways you used to look at me
its time to leave, time to depart
an overdueish broken heart
we loved too soft, we tried too hard
left each other blank and scarred